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I miss the way you used to smile at me
when you couldn't think of anything to say.
I miss the way you would look at me
and your mind would drift away.
It was like a connection we had together,
like you could see everything I would try to hide.
It was like you could see through me,
everything I kept inside.
I miss your arms around me.
I miss being with you every night.
I will never forget our first time out together.
I didn't really know you then,
but I knew we would be more than just friends.
I thought it was strange how you opened every door for me,
but now I realize that's how it should be.
I miss sitting close to you.
I miss all the little things you would do for me.
I miss when you would put your arm around me.
I miss the way I felt when you were close to me.
I miss the safeness you made me feel.
I miss how you always seemed happy.
I miss talking to you on the phone,
and how you would never know what to talk about.
I miss the last night we went out.
I wish I could have done something
to change the way things were,
but I knew there was nothing I could do
to change what I knew was for sure.
I miss what I may never be able to get back.
I miss how you always got one last kiss in before you left.
I miss when you always looked at me one last time before you went.
I miss how you always asked if I was all right
...when my voice somehow changed.
I miss the way you always made me smile when you called.
I miss reading your e-mails everyday at school.
I miss our first dance together.
I miss the first time you told me you loved me.
I miss every single minute of all the times we've been together.
It's funny how I never realized how much I cared for you
..until I lost you.
I miss you more than you could ever understand.
I miss you more than I could ever tell you.
I miss what I used to have with you
I miss how you use to whisper sweet things in my ears magical words only i could hear
I miss you being there for me when i needed a friend
I miss that fact that you were mine and not hers at the time
I miss the the way you use to get mad at me if i didnt eat
I miss the way i would eat happy meals and ud get so mad
I miss the way youd meet me at school just to take the bus
I even miss the arguements that we had
I miss everything we use to do
I try and replace you with all these thing but they cant take your place
I miss everything about you
But most of all I miss you!!!
But now I get to thinking
If you left me once why wouldn’t
You do it again im starting to think I was right to move on.
Yes it will hurt me for a while but it’s the only way to grow strong im sorry but I must move on
title :What is love to you?
Every girl wants a man she can go to in her pjs hair a mes red eyes and make up running from cry and he will say baby your pretty and i love you dont ever change and will actaully mean it . Love is that one emontion where you walk into a room and you see that special person and just get butterflies . Love is although they are with someone else and no matter how much it hurts you your just happy that there happy. Love is being able to be honest and talk to eachother about hopes dreams fears basically about talking about anythng and you no that there listening every step of the way. Love is going to sleep at night next to them and waking up in there dreams love is going to sleep at night waking up the next morning knowning there yours and no one elses .Love is being able to have a lover but also having a friend and everyone is ment to be with someone specail and everyone has that specail someone that looks out at the stars and dreams about you. Love is being yourself and being able to have fun without your partner judging you. Love is being yourself and loving who you are and knowing they are there for you every step of the way. Love is unexplainable it is so great to put into words because there are no words that truely express how you feel about one.so what is love to you?.
TITLE WHAT ONCE WAS
I use to believe it was true
I use to believe everything you told me
Until I found out the truth
I forgave you after that
And I thought we could put it behind and just be you and me
Like we use to be
But its not like it use to be not one little second of it was
I was so in love with you
And was amazed by everything you use to do
We were together for so .long and I believed everything you said
But it all changed and we weren’t the same
I suddenly started to see a new you
We weren’t the happy couple we once were
Weve changed in so many ways
A guy who seemed one to be my prince
Changed and not in a good way
When we first where together we were so happy it was just me and you
But something change and I didn’t no what to do
I cried so many tears over you
After the first time you left
But I took you back right after
I cried again so many times after you left the second time 2
But yet I let you come back in to my life where it was just me and you
Everything was going great till that awful summer we fell apart
I gave you my heart and soul
I trusted you
Something that took me a long time to do
But once I started to trust you I thought it would be ok
Just you and me
But something changed something I never thought you would do
You left me
But I understood why and I had my reasons to
I kept you as a friend
But we seem to grow more and more apart each day
What exactly happened that summer day
The sigh of relief
by ashley bell
The moments to remember
i look into ur eyes
and its like u take my breathe away
i remember the first message i ever sent u
i thought it was stupid entering that site
but now i no it was truly a blessing
when i look into ur eyes i think
wow does life ever have a happy ending
then i think it must because ur here with me
ur kiss is like heavens breeze
and ur touch is like a dream
that i never want to wake up from
i always smile when ur screen name pops up on the computer
and the sound of ur voice even on the gloomiest days melts my heart
when i stair deep into your eyes i dont want to look away
i never want to see u cry i want to take away all ur pain and throw it deep into the sea i want to be ur rainbow behind every rain fall
every little thing that u do hypnotizes me
u leave me speechless
our late hour phone calls makes me feel like im on a cloud
and nothing else matters other then whats going on between us
i hope all the joys and happiness in the world for u and mckenzie and curse all those who bring u pain
i want to be apart of your life
and i hope u truly feel the same
u are my hearts flame
so i offer u my hand
my heart loyal and true
now its up to you to decide
what u want to do
but remember this as u think of your answer
I LOVE YOU
THE UNTOLD SECRET OF PAIN!
i love you
i honestly truely do
cuz if i didnt this wouldnt hurt me
as much as it did when you told me
you claims shes gay ok i dont care
but for you to do what you did torn me to pieces
i dont care if u did a thing or not
im worried that my world is going to fall to pieces
i had a dream that very night i didnt tell you about
i woke up crying and what you told me was exactly what that
dream was about.
baby if only you could understand
how you make my world hole
ive never been this in love
and now i fear the worst
you want me to trust her
because shes your friend
but its hard for me to do
im trying baby but this is like
taking a blade to my chest
thats how it feels to me anyways
i no i said i forgave you
i know i said everything will be ok
but it hurts so bad i havent stopped crying since
i want you close and i want to change what the past once was
but its something that i can not do
it feels like im being played as a fool
as i write this i try not to cry
but the tears fill up in my blue eyes
i love you baby i wish you could see
but i know feel completely empty
i wish i could explain to you
how i truely feel
but i feel empty
words can not explain
the sorrow i feel yet alone the pain
its not that i dont trust you
but its something you just dont do
it hurts so much baby i just dont know what to do
baby my eyes fill with tears and all i can think is
how much i truely love you
i wish i could just wipe it out of my mind
but adlast i am but human
TITLE I CANT HELP HOW I FEEL
I cant sleep at night thinking of you.
I cant listen in class day dreaming of you.
I cant explain how I feel about you because there are
no words to explain how exactly I feel about you.
I cant care about anything while I day dream of being your girl. I cant wait till that day comes because you are my sun block in the days that are to sunny for me your my blanket in the coldest nights yet I cant help to think do you notice me if I told you how I really cared would you laugh and walk away or would you tell me you feel the same way to. Do you even notice the little things I do to get your attention of do you realize I gaze off into the moon when you enter the room. Hopefully one day youll be my romeo thats how much I love you
That Name (To Whom it May Concern)
you live two lives and so it seems
when really you should be here with me
you choose her constantley over me
im sick of hearing her name
its like some kind of mind game
all i ever hear from you
is poor her poor that
you say ur mom says jealousy is when a relationship goes down hill
well then just shut up about her
you claim shes gay
fine ok
but you dont have to spend every moment with her
One of the reasons
you said you wouldnt move here to be with me
was because she was there to be with you
ok I get it so youve been friends since you where kids
what is she going to do when we get married move in with us to
because im sick of hearing how she gets to spend all this time with you
call it jealousy or whatever you want
but this serousely has to stop
I cant take it no more its not that I dont trust you
Dont get me wrong
but the reasons you give me are really dumb
why is it me that has to move there to be with you
why cant just come be with me i just dont get it
the reasons are lame come on babe you said you love me
so heres your time to shine and prove it
Not everythings going to be handed to you on a gold plater
I aint no maid and you aint no knight in shining armour
you love me you say im your world heart and soul
well then why do i feel like im being played
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